I’m dying
I feel like things could be going so much better than they are. I’m not sure what it is, maybe it’s the holiday season, I usually get negative around the holidays. There’s no real reason for it, it just happens, mostly when I have no one to spend it with, even though i know thats probably for the best.
At least I have my few, but awesome friends. That’s all that matters right? Yes.
So, I have this habit of feeling like I fucked up when I get close to someone. If something happens between us, I feel like it’s something I did, eventhough I know that’s not the case most of the time. Shit Happens. Whenever things happen to other people, I am the first to say, “Fuck it, shit happens, you’ll be okay” and it’s the truth, I need to learn to go by that more often.
I have been letting my temper get the best of me a bit lately, and if I have been an asshole more than usual lately, I apologize.
I guess I am thankful that things are going as well as they are.
Look at this, for some reason it makes me smile every time I see it:
